Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Living My Todays

I need to live today as much as I can to the glory of God. I must spend time with the Lord today, so I can firmly grasp His will. I gotta make the best use of my time, as I know how today and let all these feelings and wonderings of "is that all I am to do today" fall on the Lord. It is a burden I have (As I wrote in my previous post.) and the Lord says to cast my cares upon Him. My heavenly Father knows what I need. He knows my hearts longings. He knows my deepest wonderings. I have gotta let go of the "what next" and "what-ifs" and keep on focusing on His kingdom and His righteousness and trust in His promises that all these things will be added unto me. I can't grow weary I don't care how many months or years or...whatever...it feels like I have been doing mundane life.


I am so ready to get out of these pits and do something greater for God. I am sick of wrestling with the crappy ol' devil! I am ready to sore on my every day with a feeling of purpose. A feeling of I am a beautiful, unique and a one of a kinda human being who should have no fear of what other people think of me or of what I do! After all GOD is the one who made me the way I am and leads ME in MY life! They can take it up with Him if they think I am breaking one of their godly rules or straying out of that 'perfect' yet SO imperfect rulebook of laws!

I want to be way abnormal for Christ!

Free!
Crazy!
Completely wild for Him here on earth! :D

I want to make Him laugh at me with joy! Smile down upon my life! :)

YES! I want to stick out like a sore thumb for God!

I want to make myself a huge standout that all these "godly" people frown, shake and scratch their heads at, yet they really want to be like! Bring God glory! Attract people to Him!!! It isn't about how godly you try to be with your rules of life! It is what God tells you personally to do to shine for Him and to attract people of this world!!!

BRING IT ON GOD!!!!!

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